Sunday, August 17, 2014
Sundays with Sam: Wanna meet Rick?
So I have a little announcement. Ready? Hold on to your seats.
I decided to tell Rick, my BOYFRIEND, about my Sunday posts here on Brad's and Matty's blog. For a long time I was not sure whether I was going to tell him about it, not because I felt I was doing any thing wrong, but I guess in the beginning (before I even saw his beautiful face) I thought this would be a good way for me to talk about my feelings and how things were going in my life. I do a lot of writing in my personal Journal because the counseling program I am in asks us to do that.
But I figured my writing here would be a little bit different because I didn't know many gay people and most of the straight people I know are hateful towards people who are gay. And Brad and Matty said every body who reads their blog is extremely supportive and caring, so I decided to do this in order to get some more support in my life.
And believe me, that has certainly come true. I always look forward to coming here each Sunday and letting you know some of the things going on, and then I have so many comments I get to read through over the week. Well, I mean, I read all of them during Sunday and especially Sunday night, but then I always go back during the week and go through them again. They mean so much to me.
So getting back to Rick. I decided to tell him about my posts because I am very proud of what I write about. And since meeting Rick I feel like you guys know a lot about him and how sweet he is. So I told him about my posts and sat down with him while he read each one. And he was in tears by the time he got to the last one I wrote. I mean, tears of joy and happiness. He said he loved reading what I wrote and gave me so many compliments. I have never shown him my personal Journal, because the purpose is for me to write about any thing on my mind, including dark stuff and good stuff and any thing I want to get out of my head.
So I asked him if he would like to write a post where he could say Hello, but he said he didn't want to take any thing away from why I was writing them in the first place. And I looked at him and said, "Well, sweetie, I am only asking if you would like to write one post to say Hello, not to take over each Sunday!" HA HA! He is so cute like that! You guys are going to LOVE him! LOVE HIM! But not the same way I do! :)
So he got a kick out of that and said he would! He is still not sure what he wants to say, so I said he could just say, "Hello. I'm Rick. Nice to meet you. Goodbye." And you should have seen him laugh at that one!! HA HA.So he said he would think about what he wanted to say and maybe next Sunday you guys can say hello to him. He said he is thinking about sharing some of his memories about the time we first met or maybe just some general things about why we are perfect for each other (SEE? See how sweet he is?!!!).
Any way, if he gets it all written up by next Sunday, then you will get to meet him and I am so excited, especially if he says all kinds of good things about me!!! HA HA Just kidding there. Seriously, I told him he is free to say what ever he wants, and he can make is short or what even length he wants. It's up to him.
Okay, that is all I have for today. If he does not get it ready for NEXT Sunday, then hopefully it will be ready for the following. I hope he gets it ready for next week. Want to know why? Because I am SO EXCITED about you meeting MY BOYFRIEND!!
Hope every one has a great day and a great week! Love and Hugs from Sam-I-Am!